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religion was the first form of discrimination
I don't know why you think I'm a Jew
I'm not anymore blessed than you
I have been threatened to be cooked
And the situation was just overlooked
I fought for my life because of my name
An Ishmael could go through the same
I don't believe I have to turn my cheek
When my death is what they seek
I took on someone twice my size
Then he told my family lies
Anti-Semites don't have to be white
The holocaust is being denied
It's not like I'm the Isaac in books
My dad was adopted, things aren't like they look
I don't believe I was made superior to you
Persecution is nothing pleasant to view
I don't believe in a chosen race
Saying I do is just a disgrace
There are serial killers of different types
I try not to get caught up in the hype
I'm not out to tell you what to believe
This is just me trying to grieve
The man who attacked me I thought was a friend
But now I know he was just seeking an end
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When I Dream I Cry Deeply
In my dreams is when I cry
Wondering how long before I die
I feel a hole deep in my soul
But normally all I feel is dull
I'm nearly 40 and I have no wife
My heart is empty and I hate my life
No one in my arms to hold
I feel like this whole world is cold
During the day I feel trapped inside
From my true feelings I always hide
Can't express myself to anyone
For there is nothing to be won
I can't be expected to fulfill your dreams
I'm Doomed to be alone forever it seems
It seems like I'm living in my own personal hell
Have I been cursed by a goddess's spell
I've only had one lover in all of my days
She was evil in all of her ways
In the beginning all she did was lie
Then she didn't even try
The has been no love in my life for years
I don't hear sweetheart, love, or dears
I am only referred to in formal names
And my heart has been mamed.
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Dream
I dream of holding hands with a nice woman
While I watch the sun set over the sea
Or cuddling with a beautiful woman
Who doesn't want me to say it was meant to be
Sometimes I'm afraid to reach out to women
Not out of fear of immediate rejection
But because I'm used to being stalked by exes
And they want to just use blame projection
I try as hard as I can to be a good man
I'm a good lover but I know I'm not the best
I just want a true love that will give me a chance
Who will know that love is not something to test
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How I feel about your abuse
I'm tired of you trying to put me on drugs
When all I really need is a good person's hugs
I'm not a monster because I believe in self-defense
Some people are emotional retards and they make me wince
Consider this when you evaluate me and what I do
I am trained to kill and those skills are not new
I just haven't killed anyone yet and I hope I never will
I'd rather just have you face the facts and swallow a bitter pill
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Kinda tired of the fake news crap. I don't know what is real news or fake news so maybe I should just stop paying attention for a while. And let the Trump vs Media crap work its way out.
My anxiety has manifested itself into artificial pains all over my body. I feel pain, but there is no reason for me to feel it, no injuries in those areas and heart attack was ruled out since I'm having chest pains, back pain, joint pains, I hurt all over.
May 23, 2017
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I went to the hospital for chest pains, stiff neck, headaches, and difficulty breathing and they shot me up with ativan and sent me on my way. I have to call my primary doctor tomorrow and set up a follow up appointment. The ativan helped a little but still having acute migraine headaches. I don't like taking benzos but it looks like I need them now. All the tests on my heart came back good. They diagnosed it as chest wall pain since it was mainly in my sternum. The way it feels in my sternum makes me feel like I'm going to lose my breath.
I don't know why you think I'm a Jew
I'm not anymore blessed than you
I have been threatened to be cooked
And the situation was just overlooked
I fought for my life because of my name
An Ishmael could go through the same
I don't believe I have to turn my cheek
When my death is what they seek

I took on someone twice my size
Then he told my family lies
Anti-Semites don't have to be white
The holocaust is being denied
It's not like I'm the Isaac in books
My dad was adopted, things aren't like they look
I don't believe I was made superior to you
Persecution is nothing pleasant to view

I don't believe in a chosen race
Saying I do is just a disgrace
There are serial killers of different types
I try not to get caught up in the hype
I'm not out to tell you what to believe
This is just me trying to grieve
The man who attacked me I thought was a friend
But now I know he was just seeking an end
religion was the first form of discrimination
About a year and half ago someone threatened to throw me in an oven and kicked in my door. I lived with him at the time. He was cool with me until he found out my last name. We used to hang out in the park and we got along really well until he thought I was a Jew. The only reason he thought I was a Jew was because of my last name.
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William Robert Isaacs
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Occasionally I write poetry and make key chains out of craft lace. I like to study psychology in my free time. I'm not the most intelligent person in the world, but I am above average. I love the outdoors; camping, fishing, canoeing, camping, and hiking.
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thank you so much for the watch!! :heart: I really appreciate it, and I hope you have a wonderful week c:
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You are quite welcome. Hope you have a great week too. :)
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thank you :heart:
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Thank you kindly for the watch, I appreciate your support! :bow:
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