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I don't know why you think I'm a Jew I'm not anymore blessed than you I have been threatened to be cooked And the situation was just overlooked I fought for my life because of my name An Ishmael could go through the same I don't believe I have to turn my cheek When my death is what they seek I took on someone twice my size Then he told my family lies Anti-Semites don't have to be white The holocaust is being denied It's not like I'm the Isaac in books My dad was adopted, things aren't like they look I don't believe I was made superior to you Persecution is nothing pleasant to view I don't believe in a chosen race Saying I do is just a disgr

In my dreams is when I cry Wondering how long before I die I feel a hole deep in my soul But normally all I feel is dull I'm nearly 40 and I have no wife My heart is empty and I hate my life No one in my arms to hold I feel like this whole world is cold During the day I feel trapped inside From my true feelings I always hide Can't express myself to anyone For there is nothing to be won I can't be expected to fulfill your dreams I'm Doomed to be alone forever it seems It seems like I'm living in my own personal hell Have I been cursed by a goddess's spell I've only had one lover in all of my days She was evil in all of her ways In the begi

I dream of holding hands with a nice woman While I watch the sun set over the sea Or cuddling with a beautiful woman Who doesn't want me to say it was meant to be Sometimes I'm afraid to reach out to women Not out of fear of immediate rejection But because I'm used to being stalked by exes And they want to just use blame projection I try as hard as I can to be a good man I'm a good lover but I know I'm not the best I just want a true love that will give me a chance Who will know that love is not something to test